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Identity Crisis

August 24th, 2010 | No Comments | Posted in Reborne Identity

davidgaint-wrestle.jpg Crisis are not always bad. Crisis can become the pathway to promotion.

Jacob ends up in Jabbok River (means “To Empty”) due to a crisis in his life. This crisis leads him into his destiny. This crisis at Jabbok leads to a God encounter for Jacob. This place of emptiness became the place where he would be filled.

Crisis provides:

1. Crisis can create opportunity.

Every crisis has an opportunity connected to it. The problems in life create opportunity for change of direction that we normally wouldn’t make in life otherwise. I have come to realize that most people don’t change until it is painful enough that they have to. We don’t work on our marriage until she leaves us. We don’t get healthy until we have a health scare. We don’t cry out to God until there is problem.

Jacob’s crisis led him to a place called alone. He sends his family away and he finds himself alone. It caused him to seek God in a way he had never done before. His crisis created a desperation to touch God. He didn’t have time to waste, He needed an answer sooner rather than later. His crisis led to promotion.

2. Proof that God is still there.

Jacob sent his family away and he found himself alone. It was in this alone state that he finds God waiting for him. You see, life changing encounters don’t happen in the crowds. God desires to get us in that place called alone and crisis can cause us to feel that way.

In the midst of this major crisis in Jacob’s life, he finds God is waiting for him at Jabbok. Each and every storm in life provides the proof that God is still there. Crisis don’t scare God. He shows off in the storms of our lives. Jacob comes to this alone place and finds that God is still there. In the times you feel like God has left you, the reality is He is still there. He promised to never leave you nor forsake you.

crisis.jpg 3. Can change the way we walk.

When Jacob finds God waiting for him, his crisis causes him to wrestle with God. He needs God to intervene. This crisis is more than he can stand. He won’t let go. He needs a change. The Angel of the Lord touches his hip and dislocates it and gives him a new name.

When he gets up he no longer walks the same. His dislocated hip cause him to walk with a limp. You could tell that Jacob walked different after his encounter with God. He is no longer the “deceiver” but he is Israel, the “Prince of God”. He has a new name and a new destiny. Our God encounters must cause us to walk differently afterwards.

The crisis in our lives, when responded to correctly, can cause us to walk differently. Don’t fear crisis, embrace it. Each crisis will provide opportunity, prove God is still there and can change the way we walk. Many are wearing labels God never intended you to have. Those labels have effected your destiny. I want to encourage you, you don’t need to wrestle with God, Jesus already paid the price but you do have to claim it. You are a champion, an over comer and royalty.

Walk different today. Walk in destiny.

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A New Year

January 6th, 2010 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized

Okay, so I got a late start on the 2010 blogging (What else is new!) I was freezing in -22 below weather in Minnesota and I am just thawing out now . . .

 

gps.jpg This year is already so much different than last year. At this time last year I was already experiencing burnout. I was emotionally & physically drained. The New Year did not bring hope rather it brought an overwhelming feeling of “here we go again.”

 

It was during that time I did what I knew was right, what I had learned over the years. At times I felt as if I was living by fake not faith. It was then I truly understood what faith is all about. You see folks, it was not a trial I was enduring nor a battle I was fighting. My family was fine, my marriage was great and the ministry was doing well.

 

Stay The Course

Like a GPS that will only give direction when other options are coming up in the road otherwise it will say nothing. It will just say “stay on I-5 south” only when another highway is coming up.

 

At that moment in my life I truly come to appreciate the value of faith. My faith was not in faith but in the Lord of my faith. I had to do the things I knew how to do even when I felt nothing in the process. I read, prayed, preached and counseled even when I was in a time of emptiness. I worshipped and gave thanks even though there was an emotional disconnect.

 

bumpy-road.jpg Be Transparent

I was very transparent with my church during those times. It was risky because minister’s at times don’t want to reveal their weaknesses for fear of losing the respect of those they minister to. That thinking keeps us lock away into solitary confinement, where hope is lost. This why we see so many spiritual hero’s fall over the years because we have failed to provide the one thing Jesus said we would be known by, LOVE.

 

Jesus went through all the ranges of human emotions as well. In his last hours on earth, He surrounded Himself with His disciples. The worse thing you can do during those times is to isolate yourself. We need each other. If you are facing a rough time and are struggling between faith & fake, confide in an spiritually mature accountability partner. They might not provide answers but they can lend support.

 

Don’t Make Any Major Decisions

When you are in that down time do not make any major decisions. It is at this time that many of us make decisions to leave a spouse, quit a job, leave a church or walk out on a family. Never make a permanent decision based on a temporary circumstance.

 

You will weather this storm. We all go through these times and not all these experiences are spiritually connected at times could be a physiological issue. You see we all have waves in our emotional make up. Like it or not we are emotional beings and our emotions can affect us at times.

 

not-alone.jpg Know You Are Not Alone

These times tend to make you think that no one understands what you are going. You feel as if you are the only one going through this struggle. It can develop a sense of embarrassment.

 

I wondered out loud in my prayer time, how can I be going through this . . . I am the pastor! It was then I read a story of a well known pastor who on a jog found himself sitting on a street corner weeping uncontrollably. He was having a breakdown. This actual brought relief to my soul, that I was not alone. Others are facing the same struggle. I am not crazy! (Although some would argue that point)

 

If you are facing this please know you are not a bad person, you are just going through a tough time. We all do. Hang in there. You will come out of this and be able to celebrate the New Year as I have this year!

 

The best is yet to come!

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